Last Minute II

I didn’t expect to enjoy the Edward Burra exhibition at Tate Britain. His earlier works of figures in bars and cafés in France and the US were interesting, but I was particularly intrigued by his work during the Spanish Civil War, the Second World War, and his later work. He was diagnosed with rheumatoid arthritis as a young boy, and during the war his medication was subject to rationing which meant that not only was he isolated from his friends, but he was also in pain for most of the time.

He mostly drew from memory, and used watercolour to build up layers. They were extraordinary. They had the solidity of oil paintings, and yet had a remarkable quality of luminescence about them.

As he got older, and couldn’t travel abroad because of his failing health, he went on road trips with his sister, often accompanied by friends. When they stopped to enjoy the views he would just look, later recreating the scene months later in his work.

I then went round the Lee Miller retrospective which has around 250 photographic images on display. Originally a Vogue model, she moved from being in front of the camera to being behind it, working closely and experimenting with Man Ray in Paris. During the Second World War she was a war correspondent for British Vogue taking photographs of the Blitz, the liberation of Paris and the concentration camps at Buchenwald and Dachau.

I hadn’t really been aware of Lee Miller before I went to see the film Lee, in which Kate Winslet plays her. At the end of the film, you see a selection of some of her most famous photographs including the one of her bathing in Hitler’s bath taken by her colleague, David E Scherman, as well as the scenes she witnessed at Buchenwald and Dachau, the mud of which is still on her boots which she has purposefully placed in front of the bath. Seeing them in the flesh, in a small side room, was incredibly moving. Not surprisingly, photography was not permitted in this part of the exhibition.

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British Vogue was reluctant to publish her photos of the concentration camps, on the basis that people wanted to move on from the war, and whilst they published a few, American Vogue published a comprehensive spread of them in the June 1945 issue, including the most harrowing, under the title ‘Believe It’. Her work, particularly her war photography, was not widely known about until after her death when her son found her collection of photographs. She had given up photography, too traumatised by what she had experienced during the war, and taken up gourmet cooking.

I finished off the day by having a look around the general exhibition and came across the subject of one of my favourite Fake or Fortune episodes (other than Frink’s Warrior found at an Essex car boot sale), Emma Soyer’s Two Children with a Book.

One-to-One No 2

I had my second session with Janet yesterday to discuss the my current draft research paper.

It was a relief. I’ve been battling for a lot of the summer, mainly in my head, trying to get to grips with how I could incorporate all the aspects which I’m interested in, trying to find something to latch on to. I’ve been doubting whether there is anything there at all, whether it is actually saying anything, so it was a relief to hear Janet’s feedback.

Her general view is that I’m doing well, and that she found it really interesting. She can see that it is immensely valuable for my own practice – it is, and the process itself, irrespective of the end result, has opened up other areas of exploration. I reflected that when we last met, I was thinking in general terms about selfhood, mapping and memory and that I’ve have been struggling to find a direction to go in. Since then the common thread of ontogenesis has made me think about it in terms of practice : how can an artist capture something which is forever changing particularly when the very processes being used to do it are themselves in a state of flux? She commented that this gives a contextual understanding which is important in art; there is an intensity about art, something to do with the resistance in it, resisting the chaos by ordering the thinking and the work. There’s a need to be able to perceive the depth of the attempt of trying. When an artist makes work there has to be some kind of structure, but that the use of thought is poetic.

She commented that the draft is comprehensive and well researched, and that the themes are coherent. She particularly liked the conclusion. The draft navigates complex ideas in an accessible way, although I need to refine and tighten the argumentative flow. In particular, the conclusion should ordinarily consolidate the argument rather than reopening it, but she actually likes how it reopens it.

She thought that the Dylan quote as a way in was effective, but that I need to define what I mean by ‘ontogenesis’ – it is a motif word which needs to be shaped from the beginning. I could look towards biology, developmental psychology or even etymology.

We then went through the draft in detail – see Research Paper page.

I came away feeling a lot more positive and reinvigorated than I did before the session – I would even say that I had been feeling anxious about it.