I woke up this morning with the thought in my head that I only have enough greyboard to make one book. I couldn’t get back to sleep until I had dealt with this problem, as I’ve really only got this weekend to finish the books. I’m not sure how this has happened – I’ve known since April that I’m making two books. I also realised at the end of last week that I’ve only got a little bit of archival glue left, so I had to order some more of that too.

Maybe I have some sort of anxiety about making the books – they’re the only pieces I’m making that I have an end product in mind – after the unsuccessful first attempt, maybe I’m delaying having to deal with them. Dilly dallying. Ironically, the experimental pieces are all ready to go off on Wednesday for the beginning of the show installation.

Maybe I don’t want the last two years to end…